I left Hawai’i in 1979. Seventeen and eager to start my life, I enrolled in college in Portland.
I intended to return to the Islands upon graduation, but ego got the best of me. I couldn’t imagine moving my grown up 21 year-old self back in to my parent’s house. So in 1982, I decided to put down roots in Portland.
Today, twenty-nine years later, I have lived more of my life in Oregon than in Hawai'i, and yet, my roots still refuse to be transplanted.
I have tried.
I have gotten married…and divorced.
I have raised four children as Oregonians.
I have volunteered and I have started a career.
I have created a family of friends. Their love sustains me, even as my soul aches to return home.
Home.
Home to the land of my father.
Home to the nation that exists in the collective memory of the people whose independence was stolen.
Home to the language I never learned and the culture I never lived, that call to me as the tide calls the ocean to the shore.
Home.